Where has the time gone?

Gosh it's been a long time since I've posted on here. Did I hear someone say 'cobweb site'?

Well, life goes on as always. I'm currently working on publicity materials for Fresher's Week (yes, I know, we haven't finished this academic year yet, but I'm going to be busy this summer... More on that later).

I'm retaining my mastermind-level knowledge of CBeebies thanks to my son's viewing habits. Maybe it's just watching too much CSI, but I definitely detect a slow-burning Grissom/Sara type romance going on between PC Plum and Miss Hooley. They spend her day off together, he took her out for a meal on her birthday, and the latest twist? At a wedding at which he was the best man and she was the bridesmaid she caught the bouquet and claimed a kiss! For my money the PC Plum/ Miss Hooley stroyline is the best thing about Ballamory except for the guest appearances by outrageously well-known people. I particularly enjoyed Terry Wogan's star turn as a TV director. All of this goes right over my kid's heads of course...

Latest news is of course that we're expecting our third over the summer, so I'll try and keep posted on that.

Raising Lazarus

We're using the All Saints readings for our service today. And that's John 11:32-44. The Raising of Lazarus. It's such a familiar story that it seems at times difficult to find much to say about it - surely everything's already been said. It struck me as I was re-reading it, though, how much that over-familiarity takes the edginess out of the story. This is a very disturbing story. The problem is, we know how it ends, so we don't react to the cues. But this is a story of things going wrong. Jesus had heard Lazarus was ill. He seems to have had some sort of divine guidance that all would be well. He reassures the disciples that Lazarus won't die but will bring glory to God and gets on with his ministry. Then Lazarus dies. Ministries fall apart over incidents like this. Jesus, trusting in God, refuses to do the obvious, natural thing. He doesn't try to save Lazarus, he doesn't rush back immediately for the funeral. He's going out on a limb. People are questioning his judgement. When he arrives, questions about his judgement and his power are everywhere. Martha, pragmatic, seems to almost rebuke him - 'If you'd been here, he would still be alive!', but she still has faith that Jesus can do something, even if she's superstitiously vague about naming what she expects him to do. Mary, idealistic, certainly does blame him, saying again 'If you'd been here, he would still be alive!'. And now it starts to get to Jesus. They're weeping, he's weeping, and they're telling him this is his fault. He becomes 'troubled'. I suspect this is the only time he is described in this way. I think he's having serious doubts about what he's done and the cost of it on Mary and Martha and those around him. Is he wondering if he got it wrong? If he misinterpreted what God had revealed to him? This is Jesus at his most vulnerable.I'm not sure he ever doubted that God could or would raise Lazarus. The prayer he speaks exudes confidence in God's power. But did he doubt if the suffering he'd put people through was worth it? Did he wonder if it was really necessary? I think so. It's a strange picture - of one who is supremely powerful and confident, but also profoundly vulnerable, prone to sorrow and doubt. I saw two film portrayals of this incident recently: Robert Powell in Jesus of Nazareth, and Willem Dafoe in The Last Temptation of Christ. Powell's Jesus never weeps, never doubts, he seems to glide majestically towards the tomb, summoning forth Lazarus serenely as orchestral music swirls. Dafoe's Jesus is consumed by a terribly human intensity, he feels the loss of Lazarus and he calls him forth passionately, only to be overcome with awe himself when Lazarus emerges. I think Dafoe seems closer to John's account than Powell, who shows us the story we remember, but not the one we actually read.

Blind Bartimaeus - the highlight of Jesus' ministry

We tend to use the gospel reading for the coming Sunday for our mid-week communion, so here's my thoughts on Mark 10:46-52, the story of Bartimaeus.
What originally struck me was that this is Jesus' final miracle in Mark's gospel. It's immediately before the triumphal entry into Jerusalem. This is the high-point of Jesus' ministry. You'd never guess from the story. As a miracle, it's a little underwhelming. Jesus heals a blind man. Compare this to John's use of the raising of Lazarus as the high point of Jesus' ministry. Now there's a serious miracle. So what makes this story special? Three things. First, we are given exact details - this is about Bartimaeus, son of (I've forgotten who, but it's right there in the text, go read it if you don't believe me!). The reader is expected to know who it's about. Second, the blind man calls out to 'Jesus, Son of David' - a Messianic title, he's acknowledging Jesus to be the Messiah - and is told it is his faith that has healed him. And third, he follows Jesus (even though, confusingly, Jesus tells him to 'go'). I'm guessing that Bartimaeus was a known follower of Jesus in the early church. This isn't the high point of Jesus' ministry because it's a fantastic healing, it's the highpoint of Jesus' ministry because it shows someone choosing to follow him, someone well known in the early church. Mark chooses the story of someone acknowledging Jesus to be the true King of Israel to bring the account of Jesus' ministry to an end before moving into the account of Jesus' passion in Jerusalem.

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